I FEEL LIKE oops i feel like i like you… but i dont want to ruin our friendship.. i mean we’re so young and if it doesnt work out there will be no hope for us in the future… we’re best friends and i tell you practically everything and you tell me some stuff but idk… i dont wanna tell any of my friends cuz they just say i knew it bla bla bla… they dont understand like what if im in love and i don’t even know it… what if we are meant to be together but we break up now… we will never have the chance for real love when we’re older. i dont want a bf now cuz i dont wanna do anything im not ready for but at the same time i want someone to hold my hand and someone to kiss me and tell me everythings gonnna be alright… and to be a cute couple and all couple-y… like i really dont know cuz you kinda had a thing with my sis but really that doesnt count it was like 2 months and you never hung out…. idk!!>!<!>!> i guess time will tell… but i get really jealous when you go around and flirt with all these other girls… like honestly can you just tell me if you like me or not?!?!!? … when we are together its like we are dating but idk do your friends even know who i am do you ever talk about me to them like im so confused omg

when people tell me theyre hanging out with their bf when i ask them to hang out bitch plz wait til i get a bf i will get my revenge. you will rue the day!! rue it!!

i admit i tend to be a little on the jealous side. and you know that when you guys act all exclusive it makes me jealous so why do you do it? honestlyyyyy jeeeeez

Don’t freaking call it girls night I don’t give a flying monkeys butt if you are hanging out… like wth you guys were totally using me to have sleepovers at my house. like you complain omg im never including all that bs… at least we tried to include u its not our problem youre busy… like wtf i wasnt even invited so stop freaking tweeting and making all your statuses how much fun you guys are having its total shiz.

I also cannot freaking stand how if you are in a bad mood one day and you really don’t feel like talking to your friends because you just wanna be grumpy and get the day over with, everyone assumes you’re mad at them. Like no im not mad at you im just in a bad mood so just leave me alone. is there something i should be mad at you about…. why would i be mad at you if you didnt do anything… maybe if you did something to me or talked behind my back or whatever maybe i would be mad at you. You have no friggin clue what’s going on in my life like honestly I’m going through such a hard time right now you could never understand how im feeling. i never imagined i would have to go through something like this, especially so young. I mean it’s been 4 years and im 15 and im still going through the hardest thing ever, im so young and ive already been more stressed and worried in my whole life so far than you ever will be when youre 1920 years old, so dont judge me, and don’t assume you’re going through something soooo bad. I know what you’re going through and i’ve been through hell and back compared to you. you think that your sister that does drugs is so bad, thats nothing compared to what my family is going through. im not saying its not hard to see your sister go through such a hard time, its just people deal with stress differently but imagine what you’re going through on top of all the stress that i have to deal with on a day to day basis just to keep everyone happy. I just need to rant about how hard i work everyday like no one understands cuz they dont treat people as well as i do. plus i work my ass off in school i deserve a little credit now and then. instead of complaining about one girl stealing your thought imagine the whole group stealing the whole entire speech that you wrote alone because no one will get off their lazy ass and help you while you are doing their work in YOUR spare time, and not even giving you the slightest amount of friggin credit for it.

I cannot freaking stand when I tweet something so hilarious, and people COPY it and take credit for it. Like i just tweeted that last night and you are going tweeting it and making it your status. Like be original you fake copies. OMG.

Just because you guys are ‘bff’s” doesn’t mean you can cheat and change the answers on eachothers pages to get better marks…. so not fair.No duh you got better than I did…. you cheated.

I’m so beyond tired of being the only one to try in this relationship. If you want to be “bff’s” maybe you should start treating me as well as i treat you. i lend you money alll the time for snacks, drinks, etc. i paid  my mom paid for your halloween costume, i bring you home stuff when you’re sick ( i waLK to your house, would you ever do that for me? NO), i help you study all the time, even when i dont want to i let you copy my notes. Please just try a little harder. Thanks.